I’m usually not open to discuss these things but I had a talk with my girl today about my life, goals, future, wants, etc. and i realized how supportive, caring, and loving she is and although I don’t know how genuine it is, I just started crying because holy shit, it feels great to get those things off my chest and talk to someone who at least pretends to care and wants me to do whatever makes ME happy and she says she’ll be there for it… I really don’t know about that but I’m praying she is… she is hands down the most amazing girl I’ve ever had in my life.
The joy of a psychedelic is when you have the balls to go into the darkness and all of a sudden you realize that darkness was a complete illusion. All the darkness and negativity and spooky shit and guilt and fear and crap you thought was inside you, and all the bad things you thought you’ve done, and all the things you feel terrible about secretly…you realize that’s nothing. İt’s an illusion. The universe loves you, you are completely embraced by the entire universe. You are an incremental part of the functioning of the cosmos. You are an incredible, wonderful, perfect fucking thing. And when you get a glimpse of that, it’s the greatest feeling ever. Because you’re healed. Because that’s what true healing is, man. True healing is realizing you were never sick in the first place. True healing is realizing you just had a little bit of dust on the windshield man…you brush it off you know..that’s all, man.
|—||Duncan Trussell on a Joe Rogan Experience podcast (via elige)|
i threw a party once. threw it really far. like 200 feet